just that

i really don't know what to do.

i wanna read, i wanna write. i want to cry. i want to sleep. i want to focus on something..
and i want something to focus on.
how stupid could i be saying that my brother has no focus. while in fact me myself couldn't focus on anything as well.
this is why i hate EXAM week.
most of the time it's the part of the..... hmmmm.. days?? weeks? months? i dunno,
that i want to do something but i can't 'cause i have to do something else. in the end i haven't done anything at all.
NONSENSE RIGHT?

i miss my dad already.
he just left yesterday but i already miss him.

[sigh]
would i be able to pass my midterm?
this is stupid.

i'm just procrastinating! and was just looking for excuses or let's say just ignoring the fact
that I AM PROCRASTINATING!