just moi...

haaaayyy.... this week have been so tiring.. i feel like i'm not gona make it the next week.. but anyways, hmmm..
what happend? well , i had a rough day last tuesday. damn it's so!
hmm.. i argz! hahahahah!! i just don't want to recall what happend that day..what i remember is that i wanna stay silent for a long time back then. but i couldn't what a frustration right? hahahaha!!
it really was.

friends?friends.friends!
hmm... now that i'm in college... what?!
hahahah!! now, hmm.. i'm not the only one in college right?
my friends are in college as well. way before we were in this
level of our studies we were in high school right? of course!
well high school has been way so different from college and
that's one thing i don't like about it!
but,we(me and my h.S friends) knew to ourselves that we're going
to part ways after graduation. it sucks though, at first i wasn't able to adjust myself in my new life, far away from the friends i
was with... though i have my best friend with me,
it just wasn't the same. it was sad SO SAD i had a hard time dealing with other people.but nevertheless we(me and my bestfriend) found our way of gaining some friends. and now we have some. but the
thing is, our high school colleagues... hmmm... since we parted
ways i know we have been keeping i touch with each other..
but it seems like it wasn't enough for the others.
it's like.. they feel left behind. i mean HELLO! your not the
only ones who felt. or is feeling that way. i mean others feel the same way so, lets not expect things to go by our way.. then when
there's time to resolve things you run away from it. that's harsh!
don't you think?

haaaaayyyyy.... is this the result of not being able to post for a couple of days???? hahahaha!!
maybe it is.

so, uhm...i'm working on some stories right now..
im planning to post them some day.. hehehe!!
hope you guys'd read it. hehehe!
i'll be waiting for comment,criticisms or whatever..
thanks..

'till here.
.mata ne.
xoxo. your one of a kind dreamer.muah.